The silent Years

I know you've been there; done it and probably still doing it .Sends thrills down your spine just thinking about how long you've been there. How many times you thought you had a voice and for sure this had to be it then went ahead and found yourself in an even tighter solitary confinement.

Am talking about when God is silent....and its funny the way He handles his business, He sends a word  or puts a vision in your heart and assures you of how his word will never go back to him without bearing fruits. Then he takes a rain check ...and He doesn't even call to say that maybe He’s stuck in traffic or something came up and He would be there in an hour or so. So you wait, and wait and wait (am not good at this ...I like results, communication, a plan of some sort) .Until you finally decide am going to get going and hope God catches up with me only to come back to waiting because it isn't going as you thought ...and sometimes you even stop waiting, you decide it’s better to have your own little plans that you know you can handle on your own .God can be such a snob sometimes....really?

Habakkuk 2:3

3 For the revelation await an appointed time;
    it speaks of the end
    and will not prove false.
Though it linger, wait for it;
    it[a] will certainly come
    and will not delay.

Ok! I don’t know if this is good news ... a lot of lingering and waiting but there is an assurance .Sometimes we are so afraid of the unknown but I came to learn that the unknown is actually the best place to be because the unknown is only known to God not even the devil is preview to this. How amazing.

So it may be silent but it sure isn't quiet...there’s  a lot going on.....and with time you begin o understand the silence ,you learn to be still and be part of  the silent conversations and one day you clearly begin to hear the instructions.

Don’t sweat it, in a little while you will look back and wonder how you got there how you were transformed ...you will look in the mirror and wonder who that self assured, confident wonderful individual is. I can’t wait as I keep waiting in the silence.

Luv- Ish