New Set of Keys to New Possibilities!

Last week started on a high note for me...I was enjoying the space in which I was at. The colours were starting to pierce ready to burst out. I was singing in the shower and loving every sensation of the water hitting on my skin. You see I am a Princess and I was getting ready towards being crowned a Queen. ...Over the past few months I started on a journey to transform my Life. I never doubted my ability to succeed in terms of my career and ambitions. In me I always knew that I got the drive to take me a step further. One thing that terrifies me though is the thought that my soul will forever be masked and shadows cast over it so that I could not see the sunshine ,that I would not be able to laugh from my heart again. You see I am terribly afraid of having it all.....being the most admired by the world and acquiring all that this world can offer but loose myself. In fact I would rather have Love, Laughter and Abundance at heart than be counted among the wealthiest by worldly standards. So I was happy with the strides that I had made, maybe even I had reached my destination

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But then life has to be life....you can get knocked down and then your old companions begin to taunt you and remind you what you are made of...fear, doubt self pity and resentment. Sometimes for even a moment you are taken back to dark days and you begin to doubt if indeed you are moving forward in this journey!  

Nevertheless I keet my head high and pull myself up, every time I sink in.

So I am to be crowned queen...Yes Alabastron! I know am just in love with Alabastron .It’s been a journey of laughter,fun,fear ,anger ,bitter memories and bitter reality checks, but gold is only refined by fire and indeed in its pure form nobody can know where it’s been through. Last Saturday was the last day of our class which marks the Start of the Journey ...and My heart is full of excitement and hope beyond all hope. I know for sure that My lover and My friend has planned an adventure for my life and I look to my King that He will plant the seed of Love in my heart because I am ready.....Oh love,I am ready to bear the costs of Love because I know for sure that you my Love and my God have me every day at the center of your thoughts and plan so I walk not alone.

Then here Goes Friday Evening, I loose my keys and apparently all the spares are out of reach. So after a day of anticipation and longing here I am .almost eleven o’clock at night, standing stranded at my door thinking really queen!!!!! Mark you I had a terrible day at work...yes bad !I had to take a toilet break just to recover. If  you know me that well, by now you can see the picture of me standing there with tears balancing. I had a plan for the night..I needed to soak myself in scented water, scrub my feet and paint my nails with the brightest colors...you see I had to be crowned Queen in style. But I just lost my keys ...I had a new outfit to wear but it was locked in with my manual, my notebook all my necessary tools. And there it was again a moment of despair.....really Master! did you not know that I needed those keys...at least just for tonight ......

Well I had to sleep at my sister’s place that night and yes thanks to her wardrobe I still looked fabulous even though the night was not as planned. I just remember thinking...Just sleep don’t think and in the morning I was really afraid that my heart would not be receptive or I would not be in a celebratory mood like the day was meant to be.

Trust me the minute I reaches the venue...I totally forgot the events of the previous night. And one thing kept hammering in my spirit, that It don’t matter how hard you planned or what steps I've taken, all God really wanted was my longing to be there ...that’s all...ME...THERE .If only I could take one step towards him then He will  come sprinting towards me, just for me....to give me a new crown, a crown of righteousness. It was definitely a colorful day....Girls do really know how to have a party and our Love was there to take care of our every personal need.

Get this at the end of the day....we had to exchange gifts and guess what.....everyone was getting a new Key holder. 'Kacha!!!!'Yes Honey...Key holder. Remember I lost my Keys, plus the key holder. What! Did God speak or did he SPEAK!!!!! I definitely had to get a new set of keys for my door and God gives me a new Key holder to go! So not only was I crowned Queen but I got a new set of Keys to start on a journey to greater possibilities .I am definitely Royal!

Luv-Ish